I'm feeling rather melancholy

Perhaps its because we need more sunshine.
Perhaps its because we have teenage girl drama every five minutes
Perhaps its because I'm sitting in the dark typing and listening to Enya
Perhaps its because I met my nephews old care giver yesterday and the look on her face showed just how much she cares about them still
Perhaps its because I'm PMSing
Perhaps its because I watched my beautiful niece Irish Dance on Saturday and I was filled with pride
Perhaps its because I saw my niece's mom and I sometimes I miss her
Perhaps its because I miss my friend who had a birthday yesterday
Perhaps its because I'm getting enough sleep, but never feel as if I do
Perhaps its because sometimes I indulge my urge to just think too much
Perhaps its because sometimes you just need to have a good cry, but don't

Perhaps I worry people will feel they have to fix it - don't, I'm just having a moment...